-my SIMPLE life '-*
Wednesday, January 3
5:06 PM

damn sad now. thats why i resort to blogging. something happened on the first day of school, something which i felt damn SAD. dontwant say what happened la, but those who know will know what i'm refering to. =( new year with a great year ahead of us? i think it's just bullshit la. right yong? what the heck. if only i could do something about it, i'll get rid of that arse in this world.fcuk. keep the bad thing away please. hope GOD can bless him and let him get well soon, his my truthful brother,hope nothing will happen to him. takecare!


back on the happy things, first things first, new year was quite exciting. hmm. witnessing the fireworks at marina square. lols. the place was flooded with people. haha! everyone was awaiting for the fireworks. but i wasnt really that happy, cause i wished that the one beside me was the one i loved. but it wasnt, it was all my true and beloved brothers and sisters. all this may just be what i had to accept. but i still carry some hope on her,though i know its pointless. lols. after that we went around in marina, played pool. lols. but soon after our pool session, i felt hungry, but the restaurant there was FULL HOUSE, so no place to eat. so we took a cab back to hougang plaza to eat, lols. had dim sum there. haha! then we all headed home, WHAT A NEW YEAR CELEBRATION, what overall at least i had my beloveds celebrate it with me, =]


last day of holidays, went to punggol cc to play basketball. haha! fun, finally i get to play some real basketball, i found out that i had been lacking alot behind, defences slacking, offences 0%, like shit. lols.pass not fast enough, all deproved in me. had to pull out some time to train them back and better! but me and my brothers enjoyed playing, too many jokes. lols. CHECKMATO for cy. haha! alright. shall end here, nothing to blogg, still in a moodless situation. hmm. takecare. loves. =]

i'm still waiting for YOU-*

Tuesday, December 19
5:09 AM

haha! sorry, it's been a long time, and i meant a LONG time. lols. last time was due to working hours doesnt give me any available time to blog. haha! then after quitting, no time to blog, everyday busy. what the hell! spent money like mad guy. haha! bought alot of things. like...


2 blazer-
1 shades-
1 jeans-
2 t shirt-
1 pair of contact lens-
foods-
movies-
1 bucker belt-
1 blazer chain-


lots la. hahaha! dontknow how i spend also. lols. like got no limit. haha! jialat! all these cost me to about 5hundred bucks. lols. shopping spree was fun,but when you reached home, check your bank account, you'll definately CRY! gosh! hmm. nevermind. it's okay. look on the bright side.



today was collecting our results day. lols. the feeling wasnt good at the start. haha! nervous and trembling throughout the briefing in the hall. laughs. but jokes flew across the hall like, "HAHAHA! ITE, or RETAIN LA!"
those remarks from friends to friends, makes me abit unsafe. lols. but when ah wu show us how many retain and how many promote to ite on the visualizer, i felt safed! very safed! lol. then i started aiming for 7 and below, as i know i could get that points already, partly due to me getting a treat from a friend if i get 7 or below. haha! when it comes to my turn, i sat down, teacher talk nothing much, and said, study hard in sec5. haha! behave properly okay. haha! i look at my slip, hais. sian. 8points. lack of 1 point to claim my sakae sushi.but nevermind. its better than nothing. but some of my friends from my clinque didnt make it through. but as a good friend, i consoled them. retain would be a better choice then not studying or ite. so they thought it over,and they agreed. hmm. i know i cant do much, maybe but consoling and guiding them a better path. study hard to them! jiayou! dont give up! yeah! =) just remember, " BU NENG QING YAN FANG QI,FOU ZHE DU BU QI ZI JI!"



i really wish you could join us for christmas celebration on the eve. really wish! haha! maybe i cant give you what you want, but i know i can give you a better and happy life which everyone would yearn for. lols. though many thoughts actually guided me towards giving you up. but remember the phrase i mentioned just? dont give up. so i didnt! i know with my waiting, i know you will appreciate whatever i do or did for you one day. basketball actually was a give up thing to me.but you gave me back my hope. i'll start to train back,get back my feelings, and work harder and be better! birthday will be coming soon, it's like 2 plus months more. haha! and i will always tell you this answer if you ask me what i want, i meant if she ask me what i want, all i want is a little chance to be with you as a couple, live our happy life. i will give you happiness and a comfortable life. but i doubt this birthday wish would come true, unless you falls for me or you appreciate what i did for you. would we hit off? will we be a ideal couple? role model for others? i think we'll, if only you give me that chance. you may not be sexy in front of me, but you're beautiful and lovely in front of me. your big and warmth heart can fill up my empty heart. hugs*



i'm currently broke. LOLS. who want to fill my bank account with money ? haha! i need money. but i wont resort to those stuffs. haha! so dont give me stupid ideas if you intend to.haha! er, save save save! com'on! boring nowadays. nothing to do.dont feel like towning, no money. town also no point? haha! but if you guys wanna go, you can still ask me along, most to most, i dont spend so much, the most foods and beverages. i want to have a nice and memorable christmas this year,dontknow why. especially with you around is the best! please-come. haha!



lots of photos are taken, but i lazy to upload into the computer. haha! lots of photos, seriously. too many. haha! got new image of me? haha! nah. perhaps it may be usual image to you. haha! but 1 thing, i'm changing image. haha! for the future for the better. haha! better? hope so la. haha!i love my shades. haha! might want to work into the retro side? haha,but no retro clothing. haha! see how la.lols.



okay, enough of nowadays life. so. thats it. lols. hmmm. other day then blog. hope i will blog more often? i think i will? cause com's okay. but still as lousy as it is. LAUGHS! er, okay. takecare guys and girls! see you soon! hugs!* =)

i'm still waiting for YOU-*

Wednesday, November 1
2:00 AM

haha! here i am! lols. haha! after a long time right? lols. have to do? work ma? haha! yeah, im working. lols. earning money for my things that i want to buy.haha. as you can see i had a long list of things to buy. nevermind. jiayou! what to do now? today is off day, so i blogged.lols. yeah. nothing much la actually. working, so cant expect anything. LOLS.

er.alot of new friends. lols. some at work. lols. and one more friend called Serene.lols. nice person to get to know of. LOL. we chatted online for the first time.lols. but she was telling me that she've got intensive lessons tomorrow in the morning. so she had to sleep early.lols. and we both was like, okay. bye bye and all the usual stuffs.lols. but without knowing it, we continued chatting, and bla bla bla. LOLS. haha, finally we settled and we went offline to sleep. lols!! cause i also had work the next day.

kinda miss the feeling of having basketball tournament.lols. the sweat and effort needed to put in to win. LOL. shiok! iwanna play. having my sweet one by my side cheering me." BRANDON JIAYOU!" lols. hoping la. but dontknow why come true not.lols. er. boredom kills!

i think i'm learning korean language soon. by myself. lols. get the book from store and buy it and learn! lols. ANNYONG HASEYO! SARANG HAEYO! now only know afew la. i shall show off some of my korean language by then.lols. shall wait and see. HAHA! hope can go class chalet. LOLS.

alright. shall end here. wait till next off day then see about it, er! goodnights! takecare! hugggssss! all the best for O level student! lols.

i'm still waiting for YOU-*

Thursday, October 19
11:08 PM

haha. its a long time since i blogged. everyday's programme seems similar. LOL. people around me were always the same. classmates classmates classmates. be it, finding of jobs? sentosa? or maybe chilling out? it's always them.LOL. guess, our relationship between this bunch of "playful guys" had bonded alot.no doubt yeah? lol.
er. watched the channel U show one night, the show was,"say i do". kaos. damn romantic and nice. LOLS. a english speaking guy,who never speak mandarin in his life or never communicate with his girlfriend with it before, and yet he learnt this song," DI YI CI " by guang liang, for 2 days. and manage to sing it in front of a crowd.to his girlfriend. i was shocked like hell. gosh! how did he manage to do that? nevertheless, he took this opportunity and proposed to his beloved girlfriend.oh roooomaanticcc can that be? LOLS. i was melt at that time.haha!
that song is quite power when he finished singing, i had some thought in mind.lols. maybe i can do it too? but in my own way and style? lols. to who? aiya.'ming zhi gu wen' hais. am i thinking too much about it? putting too much effort into it? haha. brandon please think thoroughly before making a decisive decision.lols. that youth cup medal means alot to you. it reminsd you of the start of the love you had for her. and now, you are thinking of,giving it away? giving it to her?but for who i am,brandon, i know! i can win one more back for sure. fret not, i will! i did said that i'm going to win this medal for her during the midst of the tournament.so now, i had won,which means,this medal belongs to her.lols! enough! mind is set! oohhh di yi ci WO! shuo ai ni de shi hou!
now,back to other stuffs. lols. whenever i mention about her, i gets emo in my entry.so better dont corny too much.lols! er. got lots of jobs lobang.but all sian sian one.lols.stupid kino still have to wait. i cannot stand it le la. i am hungry for money to buy things,yet they are holding up my time.hais. i miss basketball matches. how i wish i have tournaments. haiya.end here le ba? lols.

i'm still waiting for YOU-*

Sunday, October 15
2:36 AM

haha!now at weechat house AGAIN.lols. tonning session.laugh.these few days never blog cause my blog kana LOCKED! stupid lor.sian!hais. then now UNLOCKED already. so i come and blog lor.laugh. er. chatted with huili,felt like crying.lols. cause i miss her too much.hahaha! i know myself, im waiting for her.no matter how long,i will wait! HUILI i love you.hahaha,i dont care what other people thinks or says.cause,what matters most is the love i had for you is true.lols! hugs guys! i'm waiting for you!

i'm still waiting for YOU-*

Tuesday, October 3
10:09 PM

haha, its like 10 pm, yet i only half way through chemistry.haha! wondering,what about physics?heck?or last minute?haha! shall see about it. i had been thinking for these past few days. mm. how i wish that i had a basketball clique.who play with me basketball whenever i want.or whenever anyone of them wants to.LOL. sounds lame huh?but i think it can be done duh! i want this clique to be lively.haha! do crazy things. take lots of photos,so that i can view them when im old.haha! go out, catch a movie, eat,lots of things in mind.haha!

exams exams exams.why am i like that?tired over studying? while others working hard,haha!i just cant stop sleeping.haha!sians.maybe is my habit i think?LOL, but i still did some studying after i wake up. thinking thinking thinking..
can i have a sweet girlfriend?
can i have a caring girlfriend?
can i have a girlfriend who go out with me before my match? to clear my mind.following me to my matches,cheering me up!jiayou-ing for me. happy for me. share my joy with me. do some silly and cute stuffs for me when im feeling down,just to make me smile. or maybe by seeing her,i'll eventually smile? hows all these thinking? why is my life so stuck up.can it be loosen?i want to enjoy life.

i want to play good basketball!better and better than ever!but nothing hits me,no innovation,motivation nor determination? why is it like that? the feelings had gone.but i want it back badly! i know myself,i can do it.but can that person,i mean that SPECIAL person in my life,encourage me?perhaps she will be the key to all these misery.haha! am i stopping myself from everything just because i cant have her?but like i everytime said, i'll give up everything just to have a life together with her.ask me to give up my basketball i might give up too.but will she give me a damn chance to be with her?i doubt.am i just wasting my time ?if it is so, please tell me.is she worth my wait.LOL.but i myself think that its worth it.cause she's my ideal girlfriend.but i believe,if im with her,she wont allow me to give up basketball!cause its the root of my life.

perhaps all these thinking should come to a stop.studies more important.but i m sure, after N level, im going to go all out for basketball,when i have free time.hahaha!cause got work ma.LOL.i dont want a sloapy life.slacking life.i want a simple life where it consist of laughters,fun times,and lots lots of things.i just want it badly.when will i have it? i swear i'll cherish this life once it had come to me.should i continue to do the birthday thing? tell me tell me.hais. !

back to study! lucks guys.
hugs!

i'm still waiting for YOU-*

Saturday, September 30
1:43 AM

im down with luck these few days.pathetic isnt it?laugh!

i felt devastated?
i felt sad?
i felt disappointed?
i felt fed up?

what the hell is in me.get out! hahaha! nevermind, i believe that tomorrow will be better for me, lcuk will come back.haha! come on ! jiayou! study study study!

takecare.hugs. =)

i'm still waiting for YOU-*

Tuesday, September 26
11:14 PM

i only got one thing to say today. which is....





HUILI! 我会一直等着你,等着和你在一起,一起走道海边去,对你说声我爱你!








haha!i know you people cannot see those ^&*$*%(^*^ words right? so i shall translate it into han yu ping ying form.haha! nah,here it is.
*wee-woo-weet!*




HUILI!
wo hui yi zi deng zhe ni,
deng zhe he ni zai yi qi,
yi qi zhou dao hai bian qu,
dui ni shuo sheng wo ai ni!


i'm still waiting for YOU-*

Thursday, September 21
5:49 PM

haha!this is my wishlist in life.haha!what i want throughout my life. =)

wishlist*

aiya,all these need money and hard work!so i must work hard for all these to come true.haha!come on!brandon you can do it. GO GO jiayou! laugh!

if anyone of you want to buy for me any of those as a present,thank you very very much! =) hope really get one.haha.most of all,i want people around me to feel happy and lead a healthy life.takecare.loving deeply. (*v*)


i'm still waiting for YOU-*


5:06 PM

haha! damn fed up with my computer and i gave it a full strength punch and " puff ! " the whole damn monitor is spoilt.hahaha!cause me not to use computer at home.sian!so i may not update as often,maybe when my computer is okay already then i update, or maybe i at my friend's place then update.like now.haha!okay! study hard! takecare people. muacks!hugs!

loves(*v*)

i'm still waiting for YOU-*

Saturday, September 16
3:32 AM

hahaha! guess what, im at weechat's house tonning.haha!play games and games and games.so madness we three.haha!which are kokwee,weechat and me.haha! actually last night, i was very vexed.really,i texted one of my closest friend.she shall know herself.LOL.but she didnt reply.so i try to relax myself and went to sleep.laugh! stress over? haha! alot of stuffs.trivials and mammoth stuffs. hais, today,this post is a frowning one.haha!tonning at weechat house seems to bring away my misery,but when i reach home, i guess everything will come back to me.hahaha! this and that, this and that.my goodness.why like this?hais. GOSH! hmm. i deleted something from my handphone accidentally,if i were to ask her send me again, i would be so thick skinned lor.haha.see how about it then.LOL.

now its 3.31am in the morning.they are playing KOF and im using the com.laugh! listening songs.relaxing,but rather sading,cause mostly are love songs.can someone tell me why love songs makes oneself drop tears.hahaha!but i m not dropping now la.so 'xia suay' to cry now.right?hungry!hungry!how?cook?CHAT!help me cook.hahaha!tired.hmm.N level is coming,everyone is getting so stress up.perhaps we should go to the beach and take a stroll to let the wind of the sea breeze blow away all your tightened up stress.HA!currently the song that is being played,"KISS GOODBYE"haha.

tomorrow!? how? nothing to do.waiting for some programmes to hit my head.haha!what shall i do?i want to do things.haha!go out!especially town.haha!go chill.have a drink.lol.and maybe at the same time look out for a nice and high class restaurant,to celebrate weijie's birthday in 1 or 2 weeks time?haha.maybe merging with alvin's celebration too?haha!hope there is a gathering ba.haha!arbo exams stress will tired us out.hahaa!i m so tired for everything.dont know why.hais. why am i always talking and mentioning about love love love.hais.love sharks la!

something i shall say can give me some hope of happiness.which is, the upcoming chalet of our class.weet woo weet!! haha! song ar! haha!looking damn damn forward.haha!want to play lots of lots of games.laugh!BBQ! EAT EAT EAT! teacher sorted out everyone's responsibilites for the chalet.haha!and we gonna have a BIG BIG BIG food feast!laugh!just a warning!WHOEVER SLEEP=JIALAT! haha.right?guys?hahaha.wanna have fun!cause by then is after N level.might be the last time some of us see each others.haha!but im sure,i'll work hard and promote to sec5.haha!poly is the place i want and i will be.hahaha! alright. got to run already.takecare dudes. haha! love you guys.haha! missyou! hugs! GOSH - hair stand - LOL. =D

i'm still waiting for YOU-*

Myself =]

brAndon
5th March
Basketball-07
MinYi Sports Club
Love all friends



Wishlist ^

*digital camera
*orange adidas sweater-like jacket
*lots of money $$$
*new wallet[LV one]
*more belts(big bucker)
*more shirts
*bermudas
*birkenstock slippers
*laptop
*new spects
*new basketball shoe
*better life
*posh car
*" DREAM " house
*become interior or fashion designer
*my friends to be happy
*family members eat and live well(*v*)
*blazer(those informal blazer)
*grow tall
*look handsome
*good results
*more chalets or outings
*someone to top-up my bank account
*bag
*a guy necklaces
*going out shoes
*get married
*famous&fame?
*enjoy my life




Smiles and Frowns =)


Check Them Out* =)

Alvin
Anabel
Angelina
Baolai
Bernice
Chongyong
Desmond
Guohao
Fidelis
Ivor
Janice
Jasmin
Jasmine
Jenna
Mei-BEAR
Serene
Shafiq
Tania
Xiaoqian
Yunyun
Zhuaper
Zihan