my SIMPLE life '-*

SAD!

2007-01-03T17:06:00.000+08:00

damn sad now. thats why i resort to blogging. something happened on the first day of school, something which i felt damn SAD. dontwant say what happened la, but those who know will know what i'm refering to. =( new year with a great year ahead of us? i think it's just bullshit la. right yong? what the heck. if only i could do something about it, i'll get rid of that arse in this world.fcuk. keep the bad thing away please. hope GOD can bless him and let him get well soon, his my truthful brother,hope nothing will happen to him. takecare!

back on the happy things, first things first, new year was quite exciting. hmm. witnessing the fireworks at marina square. lols. the place was flooded with people. haha! everyone was awaiting for the fireworks. but i wasnt really that happy, cause i wished that the one beside me was the one i loved. but it wasnt, it was all my true and beloved brothers and sisters. all this may just be what i had to accept. but i still carry some hope on her,though i know its pointless. lols. after that we went around in marina, played pool. lols. but soon after our pool session, i felt hungry, but the restaurant there was FULL HOUSE, so no place to eat. so we took a cab back to hougang plaza to eat, lols. had dim sum there. haha! then we all headed home, WHAT A NEW YEAR CELEBRATION, what overall at least i had my beloveds celebrate it with me, =]

last day of holidays, went to punggol cc to play basketball. haha! fun, finally i get to play some real basketball, i found out that i had been lacking alot behind, defences slacking, offences 0%, like shit. lols.pass not fast enough, all deproved in me. had to pull out some time to train them back and better! but me and my brothers enjoyed playing, too many jokes. lols. CHECKMATO for cy. haha! alright. shall end here, nothing to blogg, still in a moodless situation. hmm. takecare. loves. =]

HELLO!

2006-12-19T05:09:00.000+08:00

haha! sorry, it's been a long time, and i meant a LONG time. lols. last time was due to working hours doesnt give me any available time to blog. haha! then after quitting, no time to blog, everyday busy. what the hell! spent money like mad guy. haha! bought alot of things. like...

2 blazer-
1 shades-
1 jeans-
2 t shirt-
1 pair of contact lens-
foods-
movies-
1 bucker belt-
1 blazer chain-

lots la. hahaha! dontknow how i spend also. lols. like got no limit. haha! jialat! all these cost me to about 5hundred bucks. lols. shopping spree was fun,but when you reached home, check your bank account, you'll definately CRY! gosh! hmm. nevermind. it's okay. look on the bright side.

today was collecting our results day. lols. the feeling wasnt good at the start. haha! nervous and trembling throughout the briefing in the hall. laughs. but jokes flew across the hall like, "HAHAHA! ITE, or RETAIN LA!"
those remarks from friends to friends, makes me abit unsafe. lols. but when ah wu show us how many retain and how many promote to ite on the visualizer, i felt safed! very safed! lol. then i started aiming for 7 and below, as i know i could get that points already, partly due to me getting a treat from a friend if i get 7 or below. haha! when it comes to my turn, i sat down, teacher talk nothing much, and said, study hard in sec5. haha! behave properly okay. haha! i look at my slip, hais. sian. 8points. lack of 1 point to claim my sakae sushi.but nevermind. its better than nothing. but some of my friends from my clinque didnt make it through. but as a good friend, i consoled them. retain would be a better choice then not studying or ite. so they thought it over,and they agreed. hmm. i know i cant do much, maybe but consoling and guiding them a better path. study hard to them! jiayou! dont give up! yeah! =) just remember, " BU NENG QING YAN FANG QI,FOU ZHE DU BU QI ZI JI!"

i really wish you could join us for christmas celebration on the eve. really wish! haha! maybe i cant give you what you want, but i know i can give you a better and happy life which everyone would yearn for. lols. though many thoughts actually guided me towards giving you up. but remember the phrase i mentioned just? dont give up. so i didnt! i know with my waiting, i know you will appreciate whatever i do or did for you one day. basketball actually was a give up thing to me.but you gave me back my hope. i'll start to train back,get back my feelings, and work harder and be better! birthday will be coming soon, it's like 2 plus months more. haha! and i will always tell you this answer if you ask me what i want, i meant if she ask me what i want, all i want is a little chance to be with you as a couple, live our happy life. i will give you happiness and a comfortable life. but i doubt this birthday wish would come true, unless you falls for me or you appreciate what i did for you. would we hit off? will we be a ideal couple? role model for others? i think we'll, if only you give me that chance. you may not be sexy in front of me, but you're beautiful and lovely in front of me. your big and warmth heart can fill up my empty heart. hugs*

i'm currently broke. LOLS. who want to fill my bank account with money ? haha! i need money. but i wont resort to those stuffs. haha! so dont give me stupid ideas if you intend to.haha! er, save save save! com'on! boring nowadays. nothing to do.dont feel like towning, no money. town also no point? haha! but if you guys wanna go, you can still ask me along, most to most, i dont spend so much, the most foods and beverages. i want to have a nice and memorable christmas this year,dontknow why. especially with you around is the best! please-come. haha!

lots of photos are taken, but i lazy to upload into the computer. haha! lots of photos, seriously. too many. haha! got new image of me? haha! nah. perhaps it may be usual image to you. haha! but 1 thing, i'm changing image. haha! for the future for the better. haha! better? hope so la. haha!i love my shades. haha! might want to work into the retro side? haha,but no retro clothing. haha! see how la.lols.

okay, enough of nowadays life. so. thats it. lols. hmmm. other day then blog. hope i will blog more often? i think i will? cause com's okay. but still as lousy as it is. LAUGHS! er, okay. takecare guys and girls! see you soon! hugs!* =)

2006-11-01T02:00:00.000+08:00

haha! here i am! lols. haha! after a long time right? lols. have to do? work ma? haha! yeah, im working. lols. earning money for my things that i want to buy.haha. as you can see i had a long list of things to buy. nevermind. jiayou! what to do now? today is off day, so i blogged.lols. yeah. nothing much la actually. working, so cant expect anything. LOLS.

er.alot of new friends. lols. some at work. lols. and one more friend called Serene.lols. nice person to get to know of. LOL. we chatted online for the first time.lols. but she was telling me that she've got intensive lessons tomorrow in the morning. so she had to sleep early.lols. and we both was like, okay. bye bye and all the usual stuffs.lols. but without knowing it, we continued chatting, and bla bla bla. LOLS. haha, finally we settled and we went offline to sleep. lols!! cause i also had work the next day.

kinda miss the feeling of having basketball tournament.lols. the sweat and effort needed to put in to win. LOL. shiok! iwanna play. having my sweet one by my side cheering me." BRANDON JIAYOU!" lols. hoping la. but dontknow why come true not.lols. er. boredom kills!

i think i'm learning korean language soon. by myself. lols. get the book from store and buy it and learn! lols. ANNYONG HASEYO! SARANG HAEYO! now only know afew la. i shall show off some of my korean language by then.lols. shall wait and see. HAHA! hope can go class chalet. LOLS.

alright. shall end here. wait till next off day then see about it, er! goodnights! takecare! hugggssss! all the best for O level student! lols.

say i do

2006-10-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

haha. its a long time since i blogged. everyday's programme seems similar. LOL. people around me were always the same. classmates classmates classmates. be it, finding of jobs? sentosa? or maybe chilling out? it's always them.LOL. guess, our relationship between this bunch of "playful guys" had bonded alot.no doubt yeah? lol.
er. watched the channel U show one night, the show was,"say i do". kaos. damn romantic and nice. LOLS. a english speaking guy,who never speak mandarin in his life or never communicate with his girlfriend with it before, and yet he learnt this song," DI YI CI " by guang liang, for 2 days. and manage to sing it in front of a crowd.to his girlfriend. i was shocked like hell. gosh! how did he manage to do that? nevertheless, he took this opportunity and proposed to his beloved girlfriend.oh roooomaanticcc can that be? LOLS. i was melt at that time.haha!
that song is quite power when he finished singing, i had some thought in mind.lols. maybe i can do it too? but in my own way and style? lols. to who? aiya.'ming zhi gu wen' hais. am i thinking too much about it? putting too much effort into it? haha. brandon please think thoroughly before making a decisive decision.lols. that youth cup medal means alot to you. it reminsd you of the start of the love you had for her. and now, you are thinking of,giving it away? giving it to her?but for who i am,brandon, i know! i can win one more back for sure. fret not, i will! i did said that i'm going to win this medal for her during the midst of the tournament.so now, i had won,which means,this medal belongs to her.lols! enough! mind is set! oohhh di yi ci WO! shuo ai ni de shi hou!
now,back to other stuffs. lols. whenever i mention about her, i gets emo in my entry.so better dont corny too much.lols! er. got lots of jobs lobang.but all sian sian one.lols.stupid kino still have to wait. i cannot stand it le la. i am hungry for money to buy things,yet they are holding up my time.hais. i miss basketball matches. how i wish i have tournaments. haiya.end here le ba? lols.

LOL

2006-10-15T02:36:00.000+08:00

haha!now at weechat house AGAIN.lols. tonning session.laugh.these few days never blog cause my blog kana LOCKED! stupid lor.sian!hais. then now UNLOCKED already. so i come and blog lor.laugh. er. chatted with huili,felt like crying.lols. cause i miss her too much.hahaha! i know myself, im waiting for her.no matter how long,i will wait! HUILI i love you.hahaha,i dont care what other people thinks or says.cause,what matters most is the love i had for you is true.lols! hugs guys! i'm waiting for you!

wishful thinking

2006-10-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

haha, its like 10 pm, yet i only half way through chemistry.haha! wondering,what about physics?heck?or last minute?haha! shall see about it. i had been thinking for these past few days. mm. how i wish that i had a basketball clique.who play with me basketball whenever i want.or whenever anyone of them wants to.LOL. sounds lame huh?but i think it can be done duh! i want this clique to be lively.haha! do crazy things. take lots of photos,so that i can view them when im old.haha! go out, catch a movie, eat,lots of things in mind.haha!

exams exams exams.why am i like that?tired over studying? while others working hard,haha!i just cant stop sleeping.haha!sians.maybe is my habit i think?LOL, but i still did some studying after i wake up. thinking thinking thinking..
can i have a sweet girlfriend?
can i have a caring girlfriend?
can i have a girlfriend who go out with me before my match? to clear my mind.following me to my matches,cheering me up!jiayou-ing for me. happy for me. share my joy with me. do some silly and cute stuffs for me when im feeling down,just to make me smile. or maybe by seeing her,i'll eventually smile? hows all these thinking? why is my life so stuck up.can it be loosen?i want to enjoy life.

i want to play good basketball!better and better than ever!but nothing hits me,no innovation,motivation nor determination? why is it like that? the feelings had gone.but i want it back badly! i know myself,i can do it.but can that person,i mean that SPECIAL person in my life,encourage me?perhaps she will be the key to all these misery.haha! am i stopping myself from everything just because i cant have her?but like i everytime said, i'll give up everything just to have a life together with her.ask me to give up my basketball i might give up too.but will she give me a damn chance to be with her?i doubt.am i just wasting my time ?if it is so, please tell me.is she worth my wait.LOL.but i myself think that its worth it.cause she's my ideal girlfriend.but i believe,if im with her,she wont allow me to give up basketball!cause its the root of my life.

perhaps all these thinking should come to a stop.studies more important.but i m sure, after N level, im going to go all out for basketball,when i have free time.hahaha!cause got work ma.LOL.i dont want a sloapy life.slacking life.i want a simple life where it consist of laughters,fun times,and lots lots of things.i just want it badly.when will i have it? i swear i'll cherish this life once it had come to me.should i continue to do the birthday thing? tell me tell me.hais. !

back to study! lucks guys.
hugs!

jialat!

2006-09-30T01:43:00.000+08:00

im down with luck these few days.pathetic isnt it?laugh!

i felt devastated?
i felt sad?
i felt disappointed?
i felt fed up?

what the hell is in me.get out! hahaha! nevermind, i believe that tomorrow will be better for me, lcuk will come back.haha! come on ! jiayou! study study study!

takecare.hugs. =)

huh ?

2006-09-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

i only got one thing to say today. which is....

HUILI! 我会一直等着你,等着和你在一起,一起走道海边去,对你说声我爱你!

haha!i know you people cannot see those ^&*$*%(^*^ words right? so i shall translate it into han yu ping ying form.haha! nah,here it is.
*wee-woo-weet!*

HUILI!
wo hui yi zi deng zhe ni,
deng zhe he ni zai yi qi,
yi qi zhou dao hai bian qu,
dui ni shuo sheng wo ai ni!

wishlist-

2006-09-21T17:49:00.000+08:00

haha!this is my wishlist in life.haha!what i want throughout my life. =)

wishlist*

orange adidas sweater-like jacket
lots of money $$$
new wallet [ LV one ]
more belts (big bucker)
more shirts ! yeah!
bermudas
birkenstock slippers(mine current one is wearing out)
laptop
new spects
new basketball shoe
better life
posh car
" DREAM " house ( like the one in FULL HOUSE )
become interior or fashion designer
my friends to be happy! =)
family members eat and live well! (*v*)
love
blazer(those informal blazer)
grow tall
look handsome! =) HAHA!
good results
more chalets or outings? yeah!?
someone to top-up my bank account!
bag!
a guy necklaces
going out shoes ( nike dunks or some outing shoes )
better basketball skills
get married
famous&fame?
even, even more high class than now. ( hoh jiawen? )
take lots of pictures with great friends around me =]
go town often!
enjoy my life
go overseas
pool table or billard table

aiya,all these need money and hard work!so i must work hard for all these to come true.haha!come on!brandon you can do it. GO GO jiayou! laugh!

if anyone of you want to buy for me any of those as a present,thank you very very much! =) hope really get one.haha.most of all,i want people around me to feel happy and lead a healthy life.takecare.loving deeply. (*v*)

sian!

2006-09-21T17:06:00.000+08:00

haha! damn fed up with my computer and i gave it a full strength punch and " puff ! " the whole damn monitor is spoilt.hahaha!cause me not to use computer at home.sian!so i may not update as often,maybe when my computer is okay already then i update, or maybe i at my friend's place then update.like now.haha!okay! study hard! takecare people. muacks!hugs!

loves(*v*)

TONNING!

2006-09-16T03:32:00.000+08:00

hahaha! guess what, im at weechat's house tonning.haha!play games and games and games.so madness we three.haha!which are kokwee,weechat and me.haha! actually last night, i was very vexed.really,i texted one of my closest friend.she shall know herself.LOL.but she didnt reply.so i try to relax myself and went to sleep.laugh! stress over? haha! alot of stuffs.trivials and mammoth stuffs. hais, today,this post is a frowning one.haha!tonning at weechat house seems to bring away my misery,but when i reach home, i guess everything will come back to me.hahaha! this and that, this and that.my goodness.why like this?hais. GOSH! hmm. i deleted something from my handphone accidentally,if i were to ask her send me again, i would be so thick skinned lor.haha.see how about it then.LOL.

now its 3.31am in the morning.they are playing KOF and im using the com.laugh! listening songs.relaxing,but rather sading,cause mostly are love songs.can someone tell me why love songs makes oneself drop tears.hahaha!but i m not dropping now la.so 'xia suay' to cry now.right?hungry!hungry!how?cook?CHAT!help me cook.hahaha!tired.hmm.N level is coming,everyone is getting so stress up.perhaps we should go to the beach and take a stroll to let the wind of the sea breeze blow away all your tightened up stress.HA!currently the song that is being played,"KISS GOODBYE"haha.

tomorrow!? how? nothing to do.waiting for some programmes to hit my head.haha!what shall i do?i want to do things.haha!go out!especially town.haha!go chill.have a drink.lol.and maybe at the same time look out for a nice and high class restaurant,to celebrate weijie's birthday in 1 or 2 weeks time?haha.maybe merging with alvin's celebration too?haha!hope there is a gathering ba.haha!arbo exams stress will tired us out.hahaa!i m so tired for everything.dont know why.hais. why am i always talking and mentioning about love love love.hais.love sharks la!

something i shall say can give me some hope of happiness.which is, the upcoming chalet of our class.weet woo weet!! haha! song ar! haha!looking damn damn forward.haha!want to play lots of lots of games.laugh!BBQ! EAT EAT EAT! teacher sorted out everyone's responsibilites for the chalet.haha!and we gonna have a BIG BIG BIG food feast!laugh!just a warning!WHOEVER SLEEP=JIALAT! haha.right?guys?hahaha.wanna have fun!cause by then is after N level.might be the last time some of us see each others.haha!but im sure,i'll work hard and promote to sec5.haha!poly is the place i want and i will be.hahaha! alright. got to run already.takecare dudes. haha! love you guys.haha! missyou! hugs! GOSH - hair stand - LOL. =D

2006-09-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

hais.so bored this few days. dontknow got any soul coming over here to view my blog.hahaha! so empty.guess nobody also want to come.but who cares. i love it this way can already.laugh! guess what? this few days, i have been studying hard.but not really that hard la.cause i need get my sleep before i start studying,but then my sleep already over took my studying time.haha!at least i get myself to study at last.POA,i need to strive and work very very hard for it.easiest to score high for it.if they can do it, why cant i?im a human too.haha!just that im lazy at times.real lazy.

maths!had to revise abit more on it.then can get a1 for maths in actual N level.damn it, got a1 actually for prelims,then mdm lee deduct 2marks for presentation and accuracy.this causes me to drop from a1 to a2,how wasteful can it be?GOSH!thats why,i want to go all out for maths and poa.haha!and having a good result for english too.laugh! can you believe that someone got 99marks for maths in prelims,and it come from my class.he is AARON CHEW!haha.gosh.damn zai la i can say.haha!

damnit damn it! i failed my combine science,FOR THE DAMN FIRST TIME in my life!pathetic la.thinking that i can score for science.being to confident for science.SHIT! hate the results of science and english la.totally sharkks.hahaha!i think i cannot be confident for my science,need to do revision.english!read read read!!come on brandon and others, we of course can do it right?hope everyone make it to sec5.haha!

hoping next year basketball team got some hope for me to carry.haha!its my last year,if only i made it through this year.haha!i want to try my best to help out montfort.haha!cause this year i didnt.damn regretted and wasted.haha!

talking about relationship.getting confused,but i dont give a damn care about it either.haha!jiawen! shall tell you what is going on soon.haha!get over already.can say le.haha!but i dont htink you will be reading here too.laugh!but who cares.just to fill up spaces.LOL.studies is more important.all the woohaa in relationship will distract oneself to failure.haha!friends arounda re much mroe better than having a girlfriend.agreeable?LOL!

hope everyone does well in their examinations.be it, N level ? O level or EOY! haha! just want you guys to keep on mugging!dont give up!rest well too!take lots of care! i miss you people! LOL =D

N level!

2006-09-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

haha!hey guys! its the N level period already! guess it will be the toughest period during our sec4 life,starting from tomorrow,everyone must work hard!endure!breathe through every exams,score high! takecare guys!lucks! hugs!!

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2006-08-28T00:27:00.000+08:00

haha!gosh,i'm here again!yesterday went to town with weechat, jonathan, alvin, gregory, desmond, wenjun, cheongyong, donovan and some other dont know one.haha!went to celebrate wen jun's birthday.but it's belated one la.haha!wanted to watch ghost game but it's NC-16 then some cant go in,cause underage.then nevermind lor.so we decide to go heeren and walk,then alvin and gregory decided to pierce their ear.haha!both of them seems inexperience,cause they tio shock when the sales assistant bang the gun into their ear.haha!then went to play pool.haha!stayed on table for afew times.but only desmond and me stay on the table for the most time,wenjun didnt even stay for one time.haha!train harder.laugh!then went back cine to meet the rest as we split up earlier on.haha!we then headed down to plaza singapura through walking.haha!on the way there.alvin and wenjun bought a bag.but it cost them 35 bucks each.rather expensive for me to buy a imitation bag.cause i dont support imitation stuffs.LOL.but this doesnt mean i'm a rich guy.haha!then on the way, i saw jasmine[xiaoyaoguai],haha!waved at each other.but she waved back like never see me back before like that.hahaha!then few seconds later,i saw xinjun!haha!thats really rather surprising.then waved too,haha!then when i reached ps,jasmine texted me,saying that tania is also in plaza sing,then i texted tania,but she DIDNT REPLY!haha!never mind la.then jasmine went to meet up with her lor.haha!we ate already then go play arade and left for hougang already.haha!nothing much.something bad happen yesterday.shall not say about it.hope nothing happen*pray*

actually nothing much happened today.haha!woke up,at 12 and i had 24miss calls.sians.from weechat,i overslept,then didnt go play bowling with him in the morning.shit!then i smsed weijie,he say they eating breakfast,then i felt hungry already.so i went to meet up with them at chongyong's mummy shop.haha!eat already went to park and slack and chat.then weechat came to meet up.haha!then head to macdonald and sit and drink.HAHA!after which,we went to 504 and played basketball.haha!chongyong played too.laugh!NOT BAD LA.kidding?laugh!no offence.haha!then we go back macdonald,sat there and slack slack slack.lol!then played with jiawen JIKOPA again.haha!then walked her to her bus stop with pohyong.haha!then we both walked home from her busstop.haha!reached home,nothing to do,then lied on my bed and listen to songs,think about my future.haha!then now i came to blog lor.LOL.alot of sian sian part in today's programme.then i like abit sian sian dont feel like blogging?but i still blog.never mind.takecare.loveyou guys.hugs!

YES!

2006-08-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

haha.finally!tomorrow which is friday,is the LAST DAY of our prelims.haha!i guess many of you are as happy as me.LOL,surely alot would say" aiya, ite la ite la.haha!" but!count me out of the "ite" list.haha!i'm going to be a poly student,taking up my design course.haha!but can i do it? hope my official N level wont cock up.haha!i doubt it will,cause i'm starting to MUG!LAUGH!

yesterday,wednesday la.haha!went to hougang green's macdonald to study with weechat,aaron and weijie.haha!PHYSICS!gosh.but today's physics papaer i suppose i BUANG one la.haha!at there, we saw someone,is it 'mu lu bing' ? haha! or is it? ' soul ' ? aiya. its, SOUL! haha.but not all five of them.saw alfred there.hmm.not bad.real person quite suave.haha!alright la.plain looking guy.but something really hit our minds.haha!why like got no one recognise him?no one take autographs?haha!then we wanted to play him out.haha.but we not so evil la.haha!wa!green's mac is like so colddd!brrr.LOL.

today,alvin,weechat,weijie and me.haha.the usual four went to heartland mall to have our lunch after our examination.haha!ate at the market.haha!walk round and round, still couldnt decide what to eat.haha!then they spotted a 'pasa malam' store.haha!selling adidas and those other imitation stuffs.haha!nah,told them i seldom buy imitation stuffs.haha.but alvin say he support imitation stuffs.haha.suits him.laugh!then we stroll to superbowl.haha!we actually played BOWLING.haha!fun la. out of 4 games,i like win one.haha.but seems like i never win leh.dont know,who cares.laugh!out of form leh.suddenly like dontknow how to play already.lose out.*malu*laugh at all our post and stuntss.all so cock.haha!just to laugh only.haha!after that we went to cold storage to accompany weijie buy his welly packed strawberries.haha!so stupid right?haha!then while he paying his strawberries.weechat and me saw a group of yuying's girls suddenly stopped their footsteps and actually viewing and thinking of buying bras!gosh!talk so loud somemore.like not shy one leh.haha!then i and weechat smiled at each other.haha!rather funny.haha!then took bus home,haha.on my computer.played ahile,then went to living room and watch tv.haha!luckily got ROOM RAIDERS!then watch watch watch,go back my room,and.. i went to sleep!haha!but before sleeping i sms-ed weijie,telling him i dont want come out and study already,too tired.LOL.sorry.i doubt you went too la.haha!woke up and it's 7pm already.then 'zhun zhun' my mummy called,ask if i want her to buy dinner for me.haha!i ate hokkien mee again.haha!told you it's nice.haha!eat eat eat,watch tv.haha!then chatted with jiawen and kokwee online.haha!discussing about tomorrow's programme.actually it's okay le.but jiawen out of no where say she cant play tomorrow,cause got something on.then we decided that tomorrow then decide what to do.haha!after that studied abit.hahaha!GOSH!chemistry leh!dontknow can anot.hope i can!but i know i can!but is it true?haha!should be.hope so.

i'm getting abit restless,i think i shall end here.haha!wait for my next entry ba.haha!jiayou in whatever you do!takecare,missyou all!loves!!

let me die lyrics

2006-08-22T23:35:00.000+08:00

hello guys.i'm here again. this time is to introduce and recommend this song to you guys.haha. nic song. although it's a old song.haha! try to listen it! haha! enjoy!

Let Me Die

Are we at war tonight

Will there be angels whispering to me goodnight

Don't wake when the lightning strikes

My heart for you is true

Let no one take that from you time is running tight

Can't change from wrong to right

So I'll close my eyes and dream a little

Just like how we used to be baby

It's time to say fare-well

No need to cry or feeling sorrow it's alright

All in the book of life

Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you

Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time

With every breath of mine I'll hold you by my side

But I'll rest in peace my sweet heart would you

Let me die in your arms with you

Only you can stop the rain tonight

Only you can change my world from black to white

So I'll close my eyes and dream and let it more

Are we at war tonight

Will there be angels whispering to me goodnight

Don't wake when the lightning strikes

Have u grant me one last wish I beg u

Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time

With every breath of mine I'll hold you by my side

But I'll rest in peace my sweet heart would you

Let me die in your arms with you

Only you can stop the rain tonight

Only you can give me strength to fight

Till the sky is burning it’s the end of time

Look ahead tomorrow a long and winding road

Keep the faith of mine don't let it go

You're the only reason night ain't growing cold

What will I do without you

I will love you till the end of time

Every breath of mine I'll hold you by my side

But I'll rest in peace my sweet heart would you

Let me die in your arms with you

Only you can stop the rain tonight

Only you can make my world so bright

Life, no longer empty, with you in my heart

In my heart

sang by: nicholas tse

PRELIMS!

2006-08-22T19:25:00.000+08:00

haha.hello guys!sorry,recently really very very busy with everyday's programme.almost everynight either not at home or no time to use computer.haha! so i didnt blog for about close to 1 month? pathetic. laugh!! today have alot of free time so i decided to blog. but blog from today onwards, not blogging about the past 1month stuffs.way too much to blog about.

hmmm. today had my maths paper1 and poa paper2, rather careless for maths. quite a number of mistakes which i shouldnt have made. quite a disappointment. but prelims only, N level no more MISTAKES! hahaha! after exams, went to hougang mall,but the arse-weijie wanted to go plaza eat so we went there.haha! weechat, weijie and me then shared a 'chai fun' meal together.haha!the food that was given is like -.- so little? huh? haha! but we just eat la, dont want fussy about it too much.haha! after our meal, we walked to weechat's house nearby a bus stop and took bus home.haha! on the bus, i felt very tired and my eyes are getting rather heavy!gosh! but i cant afford to sleep on the bus,later reach till where i also dontknow.haha!getting lost isnt fun.haha! so i started to think about other things.first,remembering our mrPOHYONG! didnt come school to take his maths paper1 but came to take his d&t paper.not worth it leh!maths is something you can score high,*but i did alot of careless mistakes,so no high marks for me*secondly,i thinking of YOU!obviously is not ********* la.haha! is,haha.how to say ar? hmm. mr KOKWEE always call her jiejie in front of me.hahaha!arse. ya.she lor.laugh!nothing much la.only remembering those days during the june holiday.hais, quite sad now.cause the communication between us got lessen,but i hope there's still contact!although not much communication.haha! heck la. not interested in relationship either. why getting yourself hurt ? haha!but thise phrase is not for those friends who are having lovely partners.haha is for people who are singles. reached home, read newspaper for awhile then headed to the bathroom.haha! lalalalala**~~ singing my way through it.haha! wo hen xiang ai ta!! whee~ woott! out of the bathrooom.haha!went to use computer for awhile,chatted with weijie and was discussing about studying later,but after chatting with him,i went to my bed and started to feel the tiredness in me.haha! there's something i realised recently, i had felt deeply in love with....... MY BED!! haha! the comfort it had given me.haha!relaxing feel.

WAKE UP! guess what time is it? it's 6.15pm! gosh! so late study what? haha. then continue playing my computer.haha!blog hopped, tagged at all my friend's blog.haha! then weijie sms-ed me.haha!asking me, "why didnt you call me?" then i told him, i just woke up only too.haha! LAUGHED! boring situation now.my mummy got my grandfather to buy dinner for us.haha! HOKKIEN MEE for me today.seriously i should help my house here the hokkien mee advertise abit.haha! it's NICE okay! dont believe ask mr POHYONG!

DONE! dinner finished!actually it's rather fast.exact time taken was only 8 minutes.haha!so full now.yummy!where was i?hmm. oh ya. er. chatted online with some friends lor.boring ma.haha! stupid fidel la! chat with her, she playing with her peanut butter!haha,is a hamster i suppose.laugh out loud! so bored! what to blog neh?hais.haha!oh ya,i bought a shirt,it's from the shop 'SPADES' gosh! i think that the shirt is nice leh!to me,its some how very nice.haha!mr KOKWEE bought one too from the same shop but different design.his is skeleton's heads and bodies.haha!mine is about ace.haha! does ace's shirt reminds you of the superband winner? ' MI LU BING ' haha.nice right? laugh.okay.tomorrow geography.hais.dont think can score in that paper.cause its like so thick lor the notes! how to study in a days time.haha!bang wall! do you think this post is very long?i think it not long enough neh.haha!cause i cut short alot of things.haha!never mind la.got blog can le.laugh!i want to watch 'the click'! so how guys? friday?on anot?laugh!okay la.go watch leh.we can laugh our arse off inside the cinema together.hahaha!

slept at 2am last night.hais. cant get myself to sleep leh.dont know why.perhaps is because that i was thinking about work stuffs.haha.going to work straight after my N level.most probably at 'BATA' shoe shop.cause got lobang there.but i think i can only bring extra two friends along only.so,chances are hard to get.haha!work!money!buy things!!!!! maybe i going to continue working even school reopen in 2007.like that i can earn alot of money.haha!then buy either a new computer or a laptop.haha!the rest of the money save up or buy CLOTHES or stuffs i want.i think i'm addicted in buying new clothes.haha!maybe abit on bags too.haha! that day just bought a new sling bag from ZINC.haha!it cost me 30 bucks.some say worth it. some no comment.haha!just simply nice.haha,heck la. what to do? buy already buy what.haha!cant expect me to refund or return goods what. like that they have to do a profit and loss account leh!gosh!it's POA leh!how did i manage to remember this?laugh!cause i studied la!so i could only depend on my luck for that paper.haha!

i really want to pass N level, then promote to sec5h,haha! take O level. then proceed to poly! take up design course.haha! but still wondering which design course i should take up.haha. there are only two choices in my mind.haha! interior design or fashion design.haha!the reason why i want take up interior design is because i always had a dream to build a dream house for my girlfriend or wife to be.haha!the reasons why i want to take up fashion design is because,like i said,i love to buy clothes.so i decided to build up my own label and let others buy my clothses.haha! i even thought of a name for my label already.haha! remember this word ' NARB ' ! in few years time,it might be the most famous branded goods on earth.haha!worldwide enterprise.haha!gosh! i'm starting to DREAM!~~ but dreams can be true too.laugh! so lets wait and see.haha O.O!

i remember that day i went into a shop with mr WEECHAT and KOKWEE, it is call, ' DC superheros ' inside the shop sells stuffs of superman and batman.haha!on my goodness!i got attracted to the big bucker belt of superman!looks damn nice! and it will only cost me 30bucks for it. think i going to buy it in no time.haha!guys remember to accompany me to go purchase it.haha!weijie,seriously,your youngest sister damn noisy!keep disturbing.hahaha!ask her stop!laugh.kidding la.i'm fine with it.LOL! you sure brandon? yes i'm sure brandon!haha!

lastly before i end of entry.haha! MINYI got a mini cup at chongpang cc.if free do drop by and support them.jiayou! MINYI must get champion okay!jiayou! MINYI whhOossShh!goodlcukks to those having their exams now.especially sec4 people!lucks! love you guys~ HAHAHA!kidding la. wo hen xiang ai ta ! ! =)

sorry

2006-07-30T15:02:00.000+08:00

haha.sorry people. i am busy with my everyday's programme. packed up till i got no time to blog.sorry.try to fork out some prcious time to blog in a few days time. =)

BLA!~

2006-07-06T21:42:00.000+08:00

haha.this few days were so boredd! can die.haha.just had my N level english oral yesterday.gosh.i stopped and i used the word "la" twice.that bloody alvin sabotaged me somemore.say what singapore idol.arse la.lucky i said NO.haha!=P.haha.jialat.haha.good news. laolao they all got into the semis already. so no matter what sunday the day of the finals,they will be there.haha!so supporters of MINYI, be there at sbc. haha. jiayou! we small team will also be there to receive our medals.take photos.yeah!haha!madness.

back to today.went school, lesson was like damn relaxing all the while.haha.english we guys only crap around*as usual* after that PE,due to the heavy rain in the morning,PE was cancelled,so we went to threatre to watch sports bloopers.haha!quite enjoy i can say.haha.soon it's chinese.haha.crapping all along.haha!then recess.haha!recess is the best part.haha!everyone love to eat.haha.for ALVIN especially.haha!laugh out LOUD!then our "free period" which is POA,it's not really free period. i named it free. cause we totally doing nothing in that period.haha!just some jokes. and laughter we are making.haha!angelina is a total crapper.first time chat in msn can crap SOOOO much with me already. professional crapper.haha.kidding la. later she whack me at bbq.but i'll poison her food.=P.not really say ydae was the first time getting to know her. seen her for twice or maybe more than that.cause she came to support my team that time.haha!so i know who she is,she know who i m.haha!right girly?oops=X only girl.haha!kidding la. tomorrow will have lots of girl.haha!a stroll along the beach takes the worries and burden out of my mind and heart.the sea breeze blows away my stress.haha!there will be lots lots of people tomorrow.i'm abit excited over it.haha.cause i can take photos!i bringing digi cam,but who's going to take with me?no one =( hahaha!i was telling angelina this, my post is like "VERY LONG!!?!" haha.right readers?

i will take a photo of the name of the person i like tomorrow, cause i think i going to draw her name out.haha.but nothing big deal.hahai'm so so so bored.can someone just entertain me?ooops =X i guess i wont be blogging tomorrow night, cause i'll be over night-ing at east coast park. dont miss me people.haha!kidding =X i'm going to have fun tomorrow night! with lots of unfamiliar faces.haha. who cares.! haha. takecare.see you. love you lots. =)

2006-07-02T01:21:00.000+08:00

haha. see. i love you.be mine!hahaha!crazy brandon. =x

do you believe that this is i draw personally one?but coloured by ster.haha!

is this nice? how i wish that guy is me and that girl is you.haha!but will this day ever come? tell me if you willing to be there.haha!

come to real business. sorry for not blogging for the past few days.i'm lazy,i'm stressed up.haha!i hate school.wears me out okays!hate it.everyday come home,sleep sleep sleep.like a pig. i realise that i'm still not into the schooling mood.wait okay?soon i'll be in schooling mood.haha!no choice. N's this year.i cant play play.haha!nothing much la.weekend played basketball.haha!then sunday going to watch laolao they all play their game against eng tat.although they won them in the first round,but that doesnt mean they will win this time.just dont over confident.play hard. jiayou guys ! =)okays. ending here.

sarang [H]aeyo,te' q[U]iero,wo a[I] ni,i [L]ove you,aish[I]teru ~

it forms out your name girl.and it means i love you in all different language.fret not, she wont have the url to my blog.unless i really that unlucky lor.haha!hope not.haha, takecare peeps, love you all lots. =)

HUH?

2006-06-25T17:30:00.000+08:00

haha.thanks.my first every basketball medal was given by you guys.although we lost to woodland ring,but as i had said,nothing to lose,but something to gain,i guess i had gained alot alot of experience during this milo cup.which makes me realise that,there are still lots of room for improvement in me.fret not,to those teams that won minyi in the under16 milo cup.you guys wait,2yrs later,we'll be back,back in a much more stronger team.so BEWARE! haha.brandon is crapping once again.haha!lost lost lost.so what?at least get a medal,which some other teams dont what.haha!brandon?!?! why are you crapping?gosh.i just cant stand myself.haha!lost to woodland ring ydae by 3 points.is that our fate?won 15 in third quarter,lost3 in the end.sucky feeling.but aiya.enjoyed the food feast we had outside sbc,haha.si huili,ask you eat dont want.haha!never mind la,i should keep my promise also.haha.watched the finals.yes!tagawa won combine!yes yes yes!tagawa jiayou!=) tagawa is a very strong team.envy.haha!

sorry guys. i saved it all as draft on sunday,thinking that iu would continue blogging today.sorry.hope it didnt caused any inconvience.haha.

on sunday night,went to sbc to watch minyi vs tagawa for the under18 milo cup quarter finals.haha!close match indeed.but at the third quarter,a fast break by minyi,laolao went for the layup and....*BEEP*! a foul was called,but no basket were made.but.GOSH!!! the no.9 from tagawa,slammed the supporter of the ring and landed on the ground,bleeding on his left knee.jialat! heard from people around him, that his knee bone can be seen! GOSH!!!what he did to earn this injuries?god,hope you will let him recover fast fast!in the ened minyi won the game,but tagawa was chasing the score quite tightly for a period of fourth quarter.haha!

MONDAY!which is today.haha.schools reopen.guess what. first day of school,i got 3 hours of sleep only.pro right?haha!not use to sleeping early yet.went school,crap around for the first day.rubbish actually,was crazy about our old and stupid jokes,talkings,actions and stuffs.bla.haha!but not bad la,nothing much.reached home,SLEEP!of course la!haha!woke up with a slight headache.then huili replied my message.haha!she was having headache too.haha.you yuan okays!haha.madness.grandma cooked dinner for my family and brought it to my house.haha. all were delicious cuisine okays!hahaha!all are like my 'favourties'?haha!thanks mama!(*mama=grandma)then talked to fidelis online,crapping about stuffs then blogging now.haha!this going to be a long entry,goodlcuks and happy reading.haha.thanks alot.thanks for patronising my blog!haha!

what if i say 'iloveyou' to you now?haha.madness.

Jialat

2006-06-24T02:43:00.000+08:00

haha.here i m again.haha!today wasnt good,lost to combine schools by 20 over points.but i think we played quite good in the first and second quarter.haha!but actually can do much better,bloody hell referee.totally sided them loh,unfair!combine so what?pick the best from some schools still not enough,still need referee to side you all.rubbish game!then coach decided that since we have lost,then play rough, arsehole "xiaoqiang".bloody hell,elbowed my face.idiot.you lucky my temper is much better than last time,if not you wouldnt get home tonight.ass!cool down brandon.haha!am i talking to myself?haha!i'm not feeling very good.haha!chatted with huili on the phone just now,at least she made me laugh.haha!thanks!i've got sore throat,abit fever,abit headache and flu.rubbish.reach home suddenly feel something painful at the joint of my knee.ouch!haha!have to takcare,after milo cup will study and seldom ball already.haha!i think i turning in soon,need alot of rest. tomorrow going to have a hair cut before my game.going to cut till damn short.haha!but not botak.haha!okays.sayo guys.sarang haeyo*haha!

GOSH!

2006-06-23T02:20:00.000+08:00

goodness.my voice sounds so man now.i've got a sore throat.sad.tomorrow playing against combine schools.you think we can beat them?give us the support and confident,we'll try our best to win them.thanks guys.its been till so far already.jus give it all out.we've got nothing to lose already.abit fever just now,but after eating a porridge daddy bought,i felt much better.haha!serious.i think i sounds like AH-DU now.gosh,today blog less,cause nothing much,whole day at home rotting,watching tv.haha!tomorrow will be alot of peole watching our game i think.maybe not la.but should be alot ba.haha!hope can perform well.top4 is the chance to perform well and get selected for national youth. haha!am i dreaming? should be dreaming la.but just try my best lor.haha!hope tomorrow when we get to sbc,weiyi is there holding on to our warm up tees. haha!hope la!haha.thanks jasmine*mei* for doing up my tagboard.haha!thanks!hugs!=)haha. joking only la.
♥ Your beautiful soul , 128days . (: says:
Haha. Okay lah, kiss kiss !

♥ Your beautiful soul , 128days . (: says:
Jkjk.

bernice got into the trap that she got to kiss me.haha!but its joking la. fun fun only. so readers dont anyhow think.i'm just her friend.pu tong peng you!

am i so idiotic?haha.nothing much to talk about.so i'm being lame,so i blogged that out. haha!bernice will be kicking my arse if she sees this. haha!

Delighted -*

2006-06-22T02:12:00.000+08:00

HAHA!finally!we have reached where we all wanted to be,the TOP4!yes!iloveyou guys. thanks for working so hard and getting ourselves into the top4.great!played against tungsan today.first quarter our score with them wasnt please.so we told ourselves.we must win!WIN!so we played quite not bad in the second quarter. then came the da dui of ours.which is the under18 team.thanks guys!!their arrival and cheers and support boosted our moral till damn high.the atmosphere is great!thanks joesph and some other loud voices.haha!the whole court was filled with their cheers.HAHA!while playing, i saw some of my friends supporting tungsan.this made me felt abit upset.but maybe tungsan's people were their friends too.so its alright. but i am damn happy that tania!*sweetest*cheered and clapped for me.i dont know my another mei got anot? which is jasmine!the creator of this blog.HAHA!hope so.hmm.in the ened,we won of course!yes!hope we really got our warm up tee?but i know that dinner is confirmed.haha!but after the game,our team inside had some minor quarrels.but never mind, this made us feel like bonding up tightly even more.yes!friday afternoon will be our first lunch outing among ourselves.haha!its time to bond!top4 needs alot of teamwork game.so jiayou!i m damn sure,if we work extra harder.we can be in the finals!guys all the best!take care okays!i love you all!you all gave me my first ever basketball medal!hugs!oops=X abit over, like very gay like that. but i m straight la.hehe.talking about my beloved daughter's game,they lost,but still advanced.which is combine girls.under16.HAHA.kaiyi.you fell,gosh.my heart was sinking.damn it. they made my nuer flew to the ground jus like that.courting death.haha.kidding.must takecare.dont know you will get to see this anot?haha.tania!sweetest!thanks!i really appreciate it.remember what i want to achieve.i'll try my best to show it to you.haha!by the way,readers,tania is my sister.haha!younger sis,not biological of course.laughs!minyi got to jiayou!playing against combine schools on friday.win means most slightly playing against tagawa in the finals.must win okays guys.we have come to so far,we have nothing to lose,just something to gain.work hard for this competition.lucks!and da dui people!i know your groupings isnt that lucky,but fret not,you guys can win one. confident.i support you guys all the way.hope you guys get first.damn it.my computer is damn lousy.cant even sign in msn loh!gosh.freaking upset.cant chat with friends.share my joy!can only blog.its getting quite late.going to turn in soon.okays.i will leave the blog here to let you guys view already and i am getting some sleep.too tired!nights.takecare readers!jiayou MINYI! =)

ARGH!

2006-06-21T03:08:00.000+08:00

haha.tomorrow's game its a must win, and we guys knows that we will win.haha!just some confident boosting la.haha!i'm so bored.chatting with kaiyi and tania now. haha. so bored. i injured my kinky finger while training just now. hais. pain leh! but i iced it for awhile just now. i got to go,watching england's match. bye. jiayou minyi! =)

Today's Game

2006-06-19T02:35:00.000+08:00

hmmm.today played against tagawa,in our under16 milo cup.gosh.shall say that this is the first time i'm playing against them.cool.they're really convincing that they're one of the best in the competition.first quarter,we were leading,but somehow or rather, second and third quarter our offense simply sucks.don't know why.maybe is due to their tight and strong defense.pretty upset about our score at that time.the only thing in my mind was to win the ball game,winning tagawa would boost alot of moral for us.haha!second and third quarter's scores tell everyone that we're not doing very well.gosh.guys,its time to buck up on our offense and much more on defense.at the last quarter,man to man~manage to pull back some points.fouls were drew,free throws were made.and *beep*beep*beep* there goes the final whistle,we admitted defeat.the score was 61-40.quite a disappointing game for us seriously.but for now,guys!concentrate and focus on our next and most important game on the year?is to win tungsan.after winning them,we'll get closer to where we all want to be,getting what we all wanted*twist*we can do it,as a team,we shall strive hard.jiayou!=) today's game was a very experience learning game.knowing what is very important in a match.especially playing against a strong team.after our game,we had our de-brief.although we lost the game, but our relationship and bond become stronger.thats something good too.watched tungsan played against jurong youth.not bad.quite boring.haha!but tungsan still win them by 20points different.haha.we headed home then,in mrt,we talked about how to play tough basketball,actually just crapping lah.haha!then huili phoned me.so chatted with her for a short while,reached hougang.daddy say he would be waiting for me at interchange to drive me home.so i didnt follow my friends back.on my way back,daddy nagged about my homework,think its time i should finish all my homework.tomorrow shall try to finish.*if i can*. haha!reach home,bathe,eat,watch tv, then now here i am bloggin about what was happening today.getting late,FRANCEvsKOREA starting soon too.haha nights guys.love you all.but mostly is love her la.not so much for you guys.oops.=X kidding la.haha!i'll try to blog often.haha!